This song is very special to me. Whenever it plays by the band or even in the radio, my memories on him are flashing back. I love to reminisce all the things that we've shared and I laugh to all the crazy things that I've done for him and for my love to him. The saddest part of it is just, he never realized my worth, my effort and my love to him. For four years that I've tried to be in his world, I got tired and one day I realized that life is too short to make my life miserable to a person who doesn't know my worth. It was never easy to cope-up when I gave him my world. I thought I will not be able to fixed myself when I decided to permanent leave my world with him, but I was wrong. I had my peace and happiness without his shadow. Yes, I was pained, but I was proud to say that the pain is really worth it. I am grateful that I have surpassed a teats of life and won the battle on my own. I will never forget the lesson when I drowned myself crying because of him that air is I need to breath and blood is all I need to pump my heart. It's very cliche, but when you're trouble and pained because of love, you'll be literally crazy.