By the way you can think that this sond is about suicide all you guys/gals want.
If you think about the fact that he says that all his plans were denied, he is just telling all his friends that he is done waiting and that he is going on his journey to forefill his plans. Its my point of view and I thought it would be good to share it with you all. No need to see death or suicide in a physical sense. Death can be a state of mind just like suicide can be a way of life. Being suicidal can be seen as removing the fear of death within' us and put away the excuses that we give ourselves to let some things be when we all know that they are more then wrong.