When you have loved someone or been with someone for so long they become part of your life. When that person is gone, you know you are better off but its hard to go on with the empty space. You know you are better off and need a change, but you just can't get away from that one person. They can hurt you over and over again and your head keeps telling you to run away and don't go back, you try to move on. But no matter how much they hurt you, your heart always stops you in the middle of the road, and you turn the car around.