Korek. You have to look it in a positive manner, somehow love will go back to you, it will take time but it will come for sure. You might not know its just around the corner. You just have to leave the past as it is. Look forward, don't be too harsh with yourself clinging to what is supposed to be forgotten. Learn from ur past but don't stop believing into love. It's the best gift god has blessed us. Celebrate life. While it last.