I reelly can't imagine the life without her I miss her so much ang I love her so much, I want her to be part of my life I'm suffering a real pain, I feel I'm just nothing and stupid, maybe I'm just a garbage! That's what I rally feel, she left me at the xmas eve and this year is our coming 3 years and 6th monthsary, I can't help my self I'm just crying and wait for her to come back, I hope she can still love me, please come backkk to meee.