I have bpd and this song basically describes my life. I hate needing people all the time but I very much do. I have some awesome friends that try to stick with me through everything and I stabotage our relationship so I can feel the pain of fighting instead of the nothingness of a basic friendship. One day I hope they realize how much they really mean to me and have basically kept me alive the last three years. I don't think there are words to express that though.