My boyfriend and I broke up recently. He was my bestfriend for the past 6 years. I'm still in love with him, he says he loves me he just not inlove with me anymore and it hurts to even move. Half the time I feel like I can't breathe. I barely sleep, I can't stop thinking about him and I'm completely depressed. But, I can't let the depression consume who I am. I'm going to smile because I'm done crying. I'm going to be happy even when it hurts because I want to live not just exist. I'm going to be better because feeling like this the rest of my life is just not an option. And it Will get better in time.