Its how I feel over someone that I still (after not seeing in over a year, and being broken up from for around a year and a half) love. Yet he left me for another and she is now gone, he talks to me still about his problems (I'm the mother of his only child, that looks exactly like him) and if the only way I can have him in my life is as his friend, that's fine. And at times I know he sees me (even being over 600 miles away) but mostly I know he doesn't. 14311.