Its more like you want to let go coz you know its what the situation calls for, yet you find it hard coz ur emotion is just too powrful that you can't imagine your life without him. But the pain is just too much that its eating you and whole person in you. Confused but you have to let go not just for him to be free but for you to love yourself, give your self the love you have not felt when you were with him. Its really hard, but lets always remember that no matter how much pain do we have, it will always end. Yan lang dapat isipin natin. Heartaches wont be there forever, . God.