Well, it actually happen to my real life. Daily, I feel hopeless and lifeless, lonely and sad. One time I want also to commit suicide. I don't feel alive not until the time I met a girl that strongly beat my heart, and suddenly makes me strong every minute of my days and reach the dreams that I can not reach and I don't want to reach. Because of her, I become straight and ambitious to win her tender loving heart. I am trying to express my love for one week now, and it keeps me alive and highly ambitious to fulfill my dreams together with her. I hope we can be together.