Being bulimic, this song is pretty deep for me. It reminds me of my daily struggle to live a normal life but always being brought back to this addiction I have with trying to find my "perfect". I know it is unhealthy and going to ruin my life but without it, I don't feel like I can ever be completely happy. I feel better after I purge but only for a bit. Then I am back to hating myself for doing it. But I always end up "coming back to it".