Colt mahlandt why would you do this to me? Didn't you know how much I loved you. I cried for you, I never cry yet this last fall saw rivers of tears. How did this happen to me and you. What happened to us getting married and living in a barn house until we got enough money to buiild a better and bigger house? Tell me why, because you know I didn't deserve this kind of a break-up. Yet in spite of it all, I still love you more than ever, you got whatever it is that blows me away colt, congratulations.