I know it would almost take a lifetime for me to almost forget you, I don't know if that's worth a try. But I am willing to take the risk. I felt so sad when you left. I know that in any way I have been a part of the reason. But should you asked me or let me explain I could have answered the question left unanswered now. To be honest I am missing and I am dying to miss you But at the same time I am also scared. I am scared because I might be able to remember how much I used to love you before and recalled everything by then. I know I have wronged you. But both of us has taken part of this pain we felt. I failed from love and you failed from friendship. Or maybe yet one of us is immature to hnadle things like this. Wherever your feet may lead you. Just remember. Until now you are still in my prayers. That someday. God will touch your heart and ease all the pain ready to forgive me again. Deep inside I am wishing that indeed someday. You'll find forgiveness in your heart. Take care elvs.

Sa lahat ng mga nagawa ko sa'yo I don't mean it. I was just trying to find ways kung paano kita makaka usap at kung papano kita magiging kaibigan. At kahit mali man ang nangyari sa ting dalawa. I can say that was my sweetest mistake ever. I know na matatagalan pa bago tayo pwede magkita o maging friend uli. At hindi nako umaasa na magiging magka-ibigan pa tayo. But if in case muli tayong mabuhay after 2500 years then I would gladly be your friend no more no less. Believe me, hindi lang ikaw ang nasaktan, ako din ay nasaktan. At tinign ko dadalhin ko ito ng matagal. Again I'm sorry elvin. May god bless you and put you to where his grace can protect you. Toni.