Oh man like, if your doin speed or heroine man, it's like you look at a beautiful woman and you see her as a renasaunce painting you know? And if'n you want to get inside of her with out actually makin love to her or anyone else because like even talking to a woman is like an operation. It takes a steady nerve, ya know? Anyway the speed and heroine can cancel out your s* life and so all you can fantisise about is you know cut her up like a frog on a high school kid's table because your heart has turned black but you don't care be cause your thinkin your going to always live forever free and then one day boom! You marry Laurie Anderson and live happily ever after. Life is good.