It's really hard to say goodbye specially pag sobrang mahal mo na sya. Lalo na siguro sa sitwasyon ko ngayon na walang ibang naging ka relasyon kung di yung boyfriend ko ngayon. I need to leave him. I'll be staying in japan for good. And yes live in kame dito sa philippines. I' m not really sure if I'm going back pa. I'll be leaving pregnant. Yes I am. Turning 2 months. I'll all alone taking care of my baby. I need to let him go because alam kong umaasa sa kanya ung nauna nyang pamilya. Though parang stay together for the baby lang ung set up nila ng e-girlfriend nya. But still alam kong mas may karapatani sila kesa saken. That's why I'm doing this. I don't want to be a home wrecker I love him this much that's why I need to let go. I love you baby. Always will.

The most perfect song I wanna go and sing to my one and only guy when I leave. I'm going home to japan. Staying in my homeland for good. Imma go leave philippines with my baby and I'm leaving her father here. You'll be my first and last man babyjosh. I'll take care of our baby no matter what. You need to fix your life with your real family. With youre son, and maybe fix your relationship with your ex wife. I love you so much baby that's why I need to let go. I'll take care of your greatest and sweetest gift. Thanks for all the sweet memories babyjosh. I love you so much. Sweet goodbye.

I used to love this song. Sabi nga nila, pag my theme song ang lovers it'll make all pains and tears go away pag narinig mo yung song na to. This song is really meaningfull for me. Ang deep ng meaning, super promising ng song. Well for me not anymore. Everytime I hear this song before it usually cheers me up. But now it breaks my heart to pieces. But still this is a really good song. Two Thumbs Up!