Louis Orloff – Conflicted And Determined lyrics

It’s dark in the morning, Time to hit the road
Head to my closet, pick out some clothes
Hide my body fully, with my modesty
My very Sexy secrets underneath --touch my skin
Soon it will be him
…and now I’m me…...

Conflicted and determined to keep two loves alive
My lovers waiting for me, we’re going for a drive
We reach our secret place, head to our room
I take off my modesty, my colors in full view
He reaches out for me with a searching kiss
We fall into passion, soon we are breathless
…now we are blessed…now we’re blessed

We spent our day catching rays and ended on the beach
Sun slowly setting, almost in our reach
We hug by the seashore, sand scratchy on our thighs
..... My senses come alive….. Oh yeah

Untangling our bodies, and dressing for the night
I put on sexy secrets burning curves on my tan
Slip on my fancy dress, put on my heels
I find his warm cologne, its scent is on my skin
…now I’m me….

Thinking - where should I be
Here, there, nowhere - my lover's presence is all I see
Our love flows freely here, in this man’s arms
He’s always ready, to love me every way he wants
Kisses stroke me everywhere, he's all I need
Falling safely with my desire, my desire and his
Every touch, I am here…. Oh yeah

He always brings me naughty things to wear
All night long
Sipping my bourbon brings out the secret me
My modesty is now gone missing from the room
This is where I belong
Oh…where I belong
He wakes me gently, a snuggle in the bed
Slowly finishing, his lips on mine
Feeling closer than ever before
Tick-tock, the phone rings out and our Tenderness dissolves
I kiss him hard and long,
Holding his head

It's dark in the morning, no time to stay safe with him
Having been unfolded its now time for me to fold
Sensuality-sensuality- draining from my life.
My Sexy secrets underneath –are hugging my soft skin
Clothes are here and everywhere, put them in my bag
It's time to be my other self - unwanted
…and now I'm ready

Conflicted and determined
Straight to our moonlit bedroom
My husband lying soft asleep, and lost in his dreams
Take off my modesty and spray some perfume
And make a little noise
I slide in beside him, kissing him awake.
He says, “welcome home” and he rolls away
And I can only see his back
….... Now I am me….