I don't think yall understand
What m going thru the stress is killin me
My better halfs back home fuckin round
Least that's what they telling me
She always in the clubs now
And she aint used to party
And she always wit a new nigga
Say she fuckin em probably
While I'm over here dodging bullets
Throwin em back at haji
She got her ass up in something tight
Trying to get fucked properly
They seen her last night
Hugged up in the movies
Wit some nigga
Obviously scheming trying to sleep wit my pussy
Try not to sweat it though this blood
Runs hot thru me
This is fire yall fuckin wit now
Please speak truthfully
Plus I'm hearing she don't be home
Not half as much as she used to
Got me callin home naw
She aint pickin up like she used to
And I've heard all the stories
Bout how we deploy and they do us
And now my money spends
A lil bit faster than what it used to... I don't know
Chorus
The whole time I'm gon
She was running round
I thought we were in love
I know what love is now
She's telling me one thing
Doin another
Now everyday it seems
Harder to trust her
I don't know
The fuck is really happening
I don't know
If I'm over reacting
I don't know
If she's home bein faithful
While I'm gone...
V2
When we talk now its always something
Startin an argument
Specially when I ask her
Why she's never home and all the money she spent
She say she got needs
Sometimes she need to be with her friends
But then I tell her what they tell me
Now she defensive as shit
Her whole story starts changing
How the fuck can I trust this bitch
When she tell me something one week
The next week she forgets
Nothing but more lies and excuses
Everytime she move her lips
2 in the morning cell phone
Ringing in the background loud as shit
I'm trying to, keep my cool
Can't afford to lose focus
Cause here that shit el get me killed
Even if just for a moment
So I let a lot of shit slide
Even shit I'm not supposed to
But it gets harder to cope wit
Not knowin if this is really happening
I've seen this movie played before
So I know what happens
She run them streets I'm trying to
Stay alive in Baghdad...
Fuck her
Yeah I love her but trust is a mother fucker
And she make it harder to believe her
Everytime I talk to her
Chorus
V3
Get it together sweetheart
I can tell that you lying
Cause we aint talking like we used to
Plus its getting harder to find you
I know its issues
War is not easy but you create more problems
Still act like nothins happening
I just want you to be honest
If it aint no other mofucker
Than tell me who the fuck is this guy then
I hear you always with
That just a friend shit I aint buyin
Though you sell it like the truth
No not now don't start crying
Cause I know that wont your girl
Last week you was outta town with
Look its too easy to tell the truth
Instead you denied it
Even worse I know you full a shit
And you still trying to hide it
Don't worry the paperworks in progress
We can put this behind us
But now you wanna come clean
Say you don't know where your mind went
You got lonely when I left
Needed someone to spend your time with
And you only slept wit em once
Sorry, that's too many times bitch
The fuck I look like
Holdin on when you let go
And fuck I look like takin you back
I don't keep trash in my home
Chorus
V1 I don't think yall understand What m going thru the stress is killin me My better halfs back home fuckin round Least that's what they telling me She always in the clubs now And she aint used to party And she always wit a new nigga Say she fuckin em probably While I'm over here dodging bullets Throwin em back at haji She got her ass up in something tight Trying to get fucked properly They seen her last night Hugged up in the movies Wit some nigga Obviously scheming trying to sleep wit my pussy Try not to sweat it though this blood Runs hot thru me This is fire yall fuckin wit now Please speak truthfully Plus I'm hearing she don't be home Not half as much as she used to Got me callin home naw She aint pickin up like she used to And I've heard all the stories Bout how we deploy and they do us And now my money spends A lil bit faster than what it used to... I don't know Chorus The whole time I'm gon She was running round I thought we were in love I know what love is now She's telling me one thing Doin another Now everyday it seems Harder to trust her I don't know The fuck is really happening I don't know If I'm over reacting I don't know If she's home bein faithful While I'm gone... V2 When we talk now its always something Startin an argument Specially when I ask her Why she's never home and all the money she spent She say she got needs Sometimes she need to be with her friends But then I tell her what they tell me Now she defensive as shit Her whole story starts changing How the fuck can I trust this bitch When she tell me something one week The next week she forgets Nothing but more lies and excuses Everytime she move her lips 2 in the morning cell phone Ringing in the background loud as shit I'm trying to, keep my cool Can't afford to lose focus Cause here that shit el get me killed Even if just for a moment So I let a lot of shit slide Even shit I'm not supposed to But it gets harder to cope wit Not knowin if this is really happening I've seen this movie played before So I know what happens She run them streets I'm trying to Stay alive in Baghdad... Fuck her Yeah I love her but trust is a mother fucker And she make it harder to believe her Everytime I talk to her Chorus V3 Get it together sweetheart I can tell that you lying Cause we aint talking like we used to Plus its getting harder to find you I know its issues War is not easy but you create more problems Still act like nothins happening I just want you to be honest If it aint no other mofucker Than tell me who the fuck is this guy then I hear you always with That just a friend shit I aint buyin Though you sell it like the truth No not now don't start crying Cause I know that wont your girl Last week you was outta town with Look its too easy to tell the truth Instead you denied it Even worse I know you full a shit And you still trying to hide it Don't worry the paperworks in progress We can put this behind us But now you wanna come clean Say you don't know where your mind went You got lonely when I left Needed someone to spend your time with And you only slept wit em once Sorry, that's too many times bitch The fuck I look like Holdin on when you let go And fuck I look like takin you back I don't keep trash in my home Chorus Explain Request ×
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