Anyone's Guess – Apathy lyrics

I've been desperately trying to write you this song
Hoping that some day you'll like it and start singing along.
I've been desperately trying to put these words in your mouth,
So you can hear exactly what I heard that made me go south.

You said "I wasn't gonna tell you, but I can't pretend."
You said "Last night she blew my world and now this has to end."
While I was desperately drowning, you blew a white line,
You said I should have seen it coming.
You said that I'll be fine.

Chorus:
That my emotions are shot 'cause I grew up and changed a bit
That I'm someone you're not, but we're still the same - you're singing it.
That I gave up the fight, you were the one remember it?
I slept alone every night, while you were out tearing it.

It wasn't her that caused our doom, it was the 60s way of life.
I think you let go way too soon, I was so mad I skipped denial.
And my apathy was self-induced by your perfume
So while you're standing there and blaming me
Think back and don't assume

Chorus:
That my emotions are shot 'cause I grew up and changed a bit
That I'm someone you're not, but we're still the same - you're singing it.
That I gave up the fight, you were the one remember it?
I slept alone every night, while you were out tearing it.

I spent all these years in silence, building up these walls
Swapping emotions with silence, just trying to get along.
Pills in hand, flirting with death, I stopped believing
That I want you back and I lost all track of feelings thickening.

Chorus:
My emotions are shot 'cause I grew up and changed a bit
That I'm someone you're not, but we're still the same - you're singing it.
That I gave up the fight, you were the one remember it?
I slept alone every night, while you were out tearing it.