Built On Secrets – Beyond The Shadows lyrics

It's only natural to be afraid
I've said all that I can say
You're ingrained in every memory
I thought by now that you would leave
Apologies they don't mean a thing
(They don't mean anything)
You said it would be different now
You never told
But I found out
I'm content to be alone
Please don't cause a scene

There is a darkness in this light
One which I cannot fight
Lost amongst regret
This will never be

There is no sign to say
That this time this is real
These are the shadows of my past
But I'm choosing what to feel

Yeah, I'm choosing what to feel about this
And everything around me
Doesn't make sense
But everybody knows

That I'm playing for keeps
I'm trying hard to believe
In the one thing I can believe in, is myself
If I could only believe in myself
If I could only believe in myself

There is no sign to say
That this time this is real
These are the shadows of my past
But I'm choosing what to feel

There is no sign to say
That this time this is real
These are the shadows of my past
But I'm choosing what to feel
Feel, feel...

I need to get this off my chest
I'm doing what I think is best

Cause it's only natural to be afraid
I've said all that I can say
You're ingrained in ever memory
I thought by now that you would leave
Apologies they don't mean a thing
(They don't mean anything)
You said it will be different now
You never told
But I found out
I'm content to be alone
Please don't cause a scene