Clown Logic – Grave lyrics

I think the road is melting, been happening all day
The pushing and the shoving, the people at the grave
I saw my shadow, it was laughing, and it was laughing at me
A disconnected darkness, mocking everything it sees

My head is spinning and I think I'm gonna die
That's ok 'cause I don't wanna be alive anymore

You think it makes a difference, but in the end it's all the same
The murders he committed, the people she has saved
The things that live inside me, are ripping me apart, to get away
They have to pick another victim, anyone but me, not me

Oh, my head is spinning and I think I'm gonna die
That's ok 'cause I don't wanna be alive
All I do is breathe and here these stupid songs in my head, yeah
Oh, my head is spinning

I forgot to wake up, been like this all day
There's no one at the altar, no people at the grave
Turn it off, turn it down, turn it over, just don't turn around
I'm gonna to wake up now, you can't talk me down, it's happening today

Oh, my head is spinning and I think I'm gonna die
That's ok 'cause I don't wanna be alive
All I do is breathe and here these stupid songs in my head, yeah
My head is spinning and I think I'm gonna die
That's ok 'cause I don't wanna be alive anymore