Innocent Matthew – Still Alive lyrics

Aye
One, Always had a vision to want I was an angry kid,
Killing cells living like Gohan,
School was a juvenile hall yeah,
I was bullied couldn't get a mean girl like Lohan.
I couldn't keep it real like the struggle,
My aunty kept me skinny I was starved like the models,
I didn't have a meal for tomorrow,
I was screaming yolo before Drizzy made the motto.
Every time I got on my knees,
I prayed hard if you hear me please Lord intervene,
(Ha) Imagination was the strongest for me,
I pictured life and made comparisons to dragonball Z
I called my mama Chi Chi,
She always me wanted study hard my father busy,
My nigga Goku weren't around me so he wouldn't free me,
Matter fact he locked me up and told me son you will suffer,
You'll be cursed till your death,
Oh well, that's all I gotta say you got it right then he left.
I feel heavy what I burden I kept,
These are words from a pastor,
Hurt more than others,
Words to a son these are words from my father,
He thought I wasn't smart I couldn't handle the knowledge,
I passed, he didn't pay for my college
I tried to get a job,
Worked part time but it sucked
I tried the government the dole wasn't much
(Yeah), This nigga brought drama,
Cheated on my momma,
Life was a test he repeated on my momma,
My nigga failed.
Eyes closed I see my face in the dirt,
Nigga why you had to give me that curse,
[Chorus:]
I Thank God I'm still alive,
(Yeah)
Thank God I'm still alive x2
Every single time that I breathe feel like a blessing in disguise to the
Wise,
Thank God I'm still alive.
And this is one for the youth,
Niggas wanna finger lies but can't handle the truth,
Bienvenue to my pain,
Just try to be sane,
We eat the same kinda food so there ain't shit changed,
I had a sleep deprivation till insomnia kicked,
Writing bars 2am until I felt so sick,
On how my life is so broke and no mechanic to fix,
How could I build my life without no bricks.
Aye, Aye
And this community so wrong,
These niggas so selfish they won't share my own song,
Eyes closed I see my face in the dirt,
Nigga why you had to give me that curse.

[Chorus:]
I Thank God I'm still alive,
Thank God I'm still alive x2
Every single time that I breathe feel like a blessing in disguise to the
Wise,
Thank God I'm still alive.
Yeah