J Ochoa – Alabama Pines lyrics

I never felt so alone as I did yesterday
Remembering everything that you forgot
And I kept going back to that so called state of grace
Trying to see where we went wrong

I sat up all night just looking down at my phone,
Drowning myself in our favorite country song
Perhaps you think I'm crazy,
I suppose it's somewhat true
But if I don’t write this song explaining to you

I don’t know, what to feel
Everything I thought I knew was never really real
And this hurts, and I’m to blame
I should’ve know that you would walk away

I wasn’t really looking but I took that leap of faith
I told you about my past hoping you wouldn’t go away
And maybe this country love was never meant to be
I wasted my time hoping that one day you'd see

I don’t know, what to feel
Everything I thought I knew was never really real
And this hurts, and I’m to blame
I should’ve know that you would walk away

And I could keep myself distracted hoping you wont cross my mind
No matter what I did it was never good enough
And I could drive myself through those Alabama pines
No matter what I do it still wont make you mine.

So go ahead and run away out to the unknown
So go ahead and run away I’m better off alone
If you decide you miss the way that I would write your name
I hope you realize it before it's too late