Mutiny Under This Establishment – Powder White lyrics

I don't wanna take the drug you're giving me
I just wanna sleep so get away from me
You don't understand the secret life I lead
Being someone else instead of being free
(Repeat)

What the hell you want from me
Who is it you want me to be
Why is it you gotta control
Everything that I wanna know

Stop these hallucinations
The day breaks I have no patience
Stop these hallucinations
The day breaks I have no patience

I just wanna stop delusions in my head
In my padded room where I wish I were dead
I don't understand why I can't stop this rape
I'll just close my eyes and think of my escape
(Repeat)

What the hell you want from me
Who is it you want me to be
Why is it you gotta control
Everything that I wanna know

Stop these hallucinations
The day breaks I have no patience
Stop these hallucinations
The day breaks I have no patience

Shackled to my bed the ceiling powder white
Stream it through my veins as I give up this fight
Start it all again when the morning come
Fearful of myself and what I have become
Looking in the mirror and seeing all the lines
Memories will fade with all that I've denied
Take my paper cup and swallow down the drug
Mentally prepare for when I pull the plug

Stop these hallucinations
The day breaks I have no patience
Stop these hallucinations
The day breaks I have no patience

Shackled to my bed the ceiling powder white
Stream it through my veins as I give up this fight
Start it all again when the morning come
Fearful of myself and what I have become