My Suicide Dream – In These Walls I Hide lyrics

There's walls all around me and there closing in
A suffocating mental vision that's just paper thin
The belief is the cell, all it takes to trap me
And dispite where I search, so eluding is the key
I stand alone, hurting inside
Because of all these trivial thoughts that are invading my mind
And I can't let out this rage that has overcome me
I turn back to what was real and still I can't see

In the reflection is dealt a little taste of reality
But though I try I just can't see that side of me
The mirror is cracked; lieing broken on the floor
Can no longer reflect it's truth to me anymore
I try and rebuild, but the shards rip my skin
Just can't handle the truth that lies deep within
And someday I'll wake to a reflection once again
But untill then it's time for my wounds to mend
I wish that I could just sleep forever
Never knew what it's like to have it all together
Stitch up; my emptyness with a thread of revenge
And then let me know there's nothing left to avenge
I am so sick of this twisted outlook on reality
And though I try to defie this side of me
I fail and get right up, I can't let it be
Even though there are things I know I will never see

I know this isn't me
Or what I was meant to be
I know this isn't me
But still I cannot see
I know this isn't me, but I'm still
Trapped inside these walls