Pay Money To My Pain – Pictures lyrics

I feel my heart is getting lost
being myself is painful
someone says
you don't have a chance
to restart the life
that you never had
Negative emotions attacked me
especially
like this lonely night
silence is eating my brain
shutting me down
and I'm stuck again
Years spent drawing
and painting many colors
on myself
once I saw my future
but now I need to wipe off
my eyes
Tell me when you have
lost your way
what would you do
to see the light again
a picture is the
only way to remember
that your past is true
When you get trapped
in your life
when you are up against the wall
what would you give to be free
just like
how we were before before …
Endless pain I've had enough
If only just for now
can't I have it all
but in the end it defeated me
why do I let my past laugh at me
I've been dreaming
and I've been drawing
what I saw
but time waits up for no one
that's why we are living
in a picture
Tell me when you have
lost your way
what would you do
to see the light again
a picture is the
only way to remember
that your past is true
When you get trapped
in your life
when you are up against the wall
what would you give to be free
just like how we were before

I feel my heart is getting lost
being myself is painful
someone says
you don't have a chance
to restart the life
that you never had
Negative emotions attacked me
I can feel my hope slipping away
I ask myself
Will you stay with me …
Tell me when you have
lost your way
what would you do
to see the light again
a picture is the
only way to remember
that your past is true
When you get trapped
in your life
when you are up against the wall
what would you give to be free
just like how we were before
Tell me when you have
lost your way
what would you do
to see the light again
a picture is the
only way to remember
that your past is true
When you get trapped
in your life
just wanna run
but you don't have the
strength
what would you give to be free
just like how we were before
just like how we were before

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