Side A – Tell Me lyrics

I can sense that she's gonna leave me soon. And I'm afraid to let her go. Listening to this music makes me want to sing it to her when the time comes -- the day that she'll say goodbye. It hasn't ended yet but I know it will soon. And if that happens I'll let her go and I know that she likes someone else. "If this love is not ours to have I'll let it go with your goodbye" T-T *sighs*.

5 years of being together. Limang taon ng sayat lungkot problema anjan tau pra sa isat isa. And in just one snapped. Wla n wla N. Sobrang skit cause you know I really love you so much. So much. Alm mo yan. We graduated in our college. Until wr have our own job db sobrang saya ntin pra sa isat isa nun. Then one day I saw some pictures of urs with another girl at first I thought she was only ur cousins cause when I check her name on fb you have the same surnames. Sobrang skit lng I read some comments on ur pics they are all greeting happy monthsary. What the? I ended our relationship cause you said you cannot chose between the two of us. So much hurts & anger that was I felt. But just as they always everything happened for a reasons. And I know aa lot of better things may happened to me khit wla kna. Life must go on.

Iiyak nanaman aq, akala q ok nah lahat. Wlang katapusng pagmamahalan, pero mali aq, anu bah ang kulang sakin bakit iniwan muh aq? Lahat ng masasakit nah mga sinabi muh nag flaflash back s utak q, pero bakit mahal parin kita. Tell me were did I go wrong? Dahil bah subra subrang, minahal kita? Mali bah un? Subrang sakit ng ginawa muh s akin, wla nah akung magagawa kng ayaw muh nh s akin, kailangan q nang tanggapin nh hndi nh tau pwde,

This song is not related to me, but I can feel the message of this song. I've been through worst situations and painful situations. Recently, this past 3 months my guy best friend Marlon Asi Cantos just avoided me and I don't know the reason why. He doesn't even know that his hurting me in the process. We were so close with each other, we were inseparable. But because he gave in to other people's rumors he avoided me. He was the one who gave up on our memories and our friendship. It's so painful everywhere I go in sambat it reminds me of him and our memories. He just didn't even think about what I'm feeling and what I would feel. Marlon, Kuya Oliver and Haizel is the most important person to me and my most treasured friends who understands me. And now that Marlon left and avoided me Kuya Oliver and Haizel were the ones left. I feel like I just lost someone important in my life. He was my best friend. He was always there to comfort me when I'm hurting, he was like a brother to me. He was always there for me. I wanted him to stay but he just gave up on our friendship. I'm losing someone I shouldn't be losing. If it were that easy to forget our memories I would have done it already. But it wasn't that easy if only I have amnesia then it would be easy for me to forget him and our memories. I would like to greet Marlon Asi Cantos my former bestfriend and my youngest. Marlon, I miss you so much. Akala q walang iwanan, pero iniwan mo rin aq. Nalulungkot aq ngayon, ng dahil sayo. What did I do? If I did something wrong then I'm sorry :(: '(Why are you so silent? Answer me! Please: '(. I might say I'm forgetting you know but the truth is, I'm waiting for you to talk to me again and I'm hoping you'll reply to my messages. But you won't :( and I'm crying: '(Everytime I pass by everywhere it reminds me of you and our memories. I can't concentrate on anything. All in my head is. Are you fine? Are you happy now? People keep saying" Just forget him" but how can I forget my own bestfriend? It's like trying to forget something that were with me all the time. And I can't do that. I'm losing someone I don't want to lose. And if you ask me to stay. I will stay! Pero hindi mo sinabi :( You're the one whose leaving me now! You're so unfair!

When you are in love everything seems like perfect. Its so beautiful to feel in love. I've been to this guy for 3 years but recently he just told me he can't make it anymore. He lives miles away from me. Yes for 3 years I never dated anyone because I waited for him. But all of a sudden he told me that I need a guy to always be there for me. That he can't make it anymore with us although he loves me. He is giving up but I can't give him up yet. I love him so much that this loneliness that I feel right now is killing me. I can't do anything about I know. But I can't give up on him.

Di kami pwede dahil minor pa xa. Nangako xa sakin na babalik xa next year dahil nasa tamang edad na xa tapos after a day biglang nabaliktad ang lahat at biglang nagka boyfriend xa. I did my best nasa tabi nya lng ako ng mga oras na walang nakikinig sa kanya at ramdam ko na mahal na mahal nya ako pero sa isang iglap at walang explanation eh biglang nawasak ang laht. Pero mahal ko parin xa at anytime na kailanganin nya ako eh andito parin ako sa tabi nya.

Well, he never said that he won't leave me coz I know on a 1st place that he is married. Alam ko darating talaga ung time na2 na iiwan nia din ako. Kaya lang ang masakit dun, di man lang cia nagpaalam. Gus2 ko ciang sumbatan na sana hindi na lang cia nag reveal ng feelings sakin kung iiwan nia din pala ako soon. Pero sa halip na ganun, ittreasure ko na lang each moment na pinagsamahan nmin kz naging masaya naman ako sa mga panahon na un. I'll just believe on this. "there are people that they are meant for each other but they are not meant to be together. "

I always will play that song. Meaning sakin un ung akala mo sia na peo. Ikaw mismo sumuko nakakaiyak dhl bkt antanga ko naduwag aq sa isang sitwasyon n akala ko napaka anu kna sakanya but I for got na. Sa twing ganun tama nmn sia nki pag balikan aq nging kmi ulit but. Nung month ng november she decide na broke my heart. Masakit nag makaawa aq hnd ko alm ang kung bkt. Peo dva pagmahal mo sia handa mo ibgay ung kalayaan nia. Sv ko kung san ka masaya dun nko haha peo I realize tanga ba aq? Para svhn ko para magpaka martir sa dararamdaman ko ngaung 1yrs umaasa pko. Mahal kpo sia. Sobra sana kmi parin. Hmmm.

Everytime I hear this song, it makes me cry. I love you all my life, but bigla na lang nawala ang pagmamahal mo sa akin. Sabi mo mahal mo ako, bat biglang nawala. Masakit pero kailangan tanggapin na di tayo para sa isat isa. I did everything to just to save this relationship. Pero talagang ayaw mo na. At the end of the day, Ako lang pala nagmahal. Dahil hindi mo pinahalagaan ang 12 years nating pagsasama. Now I set you free, para makapagmove on na rin ako.

Tanong ko talaga "Where did I go wrong?" I've done everything. I did my best pero wala pa rin eh, niloko pa rin ako. For 7 years tinanggap ko kung sino at ano siya, Minahal ko siya ng sobra akala ko nga happy ending na. I trust him kahit na malayo kami sa isa't isa. Nagtiyaga ako at naghintay pero wala na pala akong dapat hintayin dahil sa may iba na siya. Shet! Ang tanga ko! Well, siguro hindi lng talaga kami para sa isa't isa " this love's not ours to have" kaya ngayon, mamahalin ko na lang sarili ko at mabuhay para sa pamilya ko. Alam ko naman hindi na maibabalik ang "kami". So, Life must go on and I know God has better plans for me at may dadating na better than him.
I believe na everthing has a reason. May purpose si Lord kung bakit nangyayari ito and I believe na the very good reason is to learn a lesson and be a better person.
Kahit hindi man agad mawala ang sakit at pagmamahal natin sa isang tao, darating pa rin ang araw na masasabi natin "kaya ko pala" "nagawa ko at ngayon masaya na ako".