Tuwing naririnig q ang kantang ito hindi q mapigilan ang masaktan at humagulhol at umiyak. Kasi iniwan at iniwasan aq ng taong minahal ko ng higit 7 months, wala man lang siyang sinabing dahilan, basta na lang niya aq iniwasan ng hindi niya iniisip kung anng nararamdaman q at mararamdaman q. Siya, c Kuya Oliver at si Best Haizel ang pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay q sila yung mga tunay qng kaibigan na nakakaintindi sakin pero iniwan niya rin aq at pakiramdam q rin na unti-unti ng nawawala ang tatlong pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay q. Tiniis q lahat ng pagdurusa at sakit ng 4 na buwan. Napakasakit ng ginawa niya sakin. Akala q walang iwanan pero iniwan rin nila aq! Nagdurusa ang puso q. Wala aqng sinaktan at inagrabyadong tao pero bakit nagagawa aqng saktan? Tuwing gabi at kasama q mom q nccktan ang mom q dahil hindi aq karapat-dapat na saktan ng ganito. Tuwing mag-isa aq hindi q mapigilang itanong sa sarili q kung anng nagawa q para saktan aq ng ganito. Hindi q siya mapapatawad kahit na kailan kahit na magmakaawa cia sa harap q. Hahayaan q rin siyang magdusa gaya ng pagdurusang ibinigay niya sakin. Ang hindi q maintindihan ay kung bakit mahal q pa rin siya hanggang ngaun kahit na may nobyo na aq. Basta na lang niya aqng hinayaang magdusa at bigla na lang niya itinapon lahat ng pinagsamahan namin. Hinding hindi q siya mapapatawad itaga niya iyan sa bato.

I'm kinda related to this song recently, this past 3 months. My guy bestfriend and closefriend Marlon Asi Cantos just avoided me and I don't even know why. He doesn't even know that he's hurting me in the process. But they say move on from what happened. So I tried I thought I already moved on and was over it already but I wasn't. The memories we shared came flooding back and it's killing me inside. I'm trying to be strong and enduring the pain he caused me. I'm Janesis 2.0 no more heartaches, no more pain. I'm going to get over it. I know I can. In the first place I don't deserve to be treated like that and I don't deserve the pain I'm going through. It's unfair he's so unfair! He didn't even think about what I'm feeling and what I would feel before he avoided me all of a sudden. And in the first place, he's the one to blame for all the pain I'm going through! We were so close, we were inseparable. But then everything changed, he changed! I thought he would never leave me but then he left me to suffer. Everywhere I go the memories we shared came flooding back and I can't do anything about it. Only time can heal my heart. I'm just trying to be strong here. I keep on enduring everything. If only it were that easy to forget him and our memories then I would have done it already. If only I had an amnesia then it would be easy for me to forget but I don't have amnesia. I never had an accident all my life I was always protected by my Almighty Father in heaven. I don't know if I can still forgive him after all the pain he caused me. I don't think I can forgive him, he's the one to blame for all the pain I've been going through because of him. Everywhere I go it's painful for me because it reminds me of him. I really think I can't forgive him, but deep inside me I'm hoping that the right time comes for us to become friends again. Only my Almighty Father in heaven can make a way for us to become friends again. But when that time comes I don't ever want to talk to him ever again. He just threw our memories like that, and I can't forgive him. I'll make sure that he'll experience the pain he caused me. I'm just going to bring back my PRIDE that I put down when he avoided me and I begged him on facebook that can we be friends again. He was always there when I needed someone to lean on, he was always there to comfort me when I'm hurting. He was the most important person to me next tp my Mom, Kuya Oliver and Haizel but then he left. I feel like I've lost someone important that I shouldn't be losing and I feel like I've lost someone important in my life.

This song is not related to me, but I can feel the message of this song. I've been through worst situations and painful situations. Recently, this past 3 months my guy best friend Marlon Asi Cantos just avoided me and I don't know the reason why. He doesn't even know that his hurting me in the process. We were so close with each other, we were inseparable. But because he gave in to other people's rumors he avoided me. He was the one who gave up on our memories and our friendship. It's so painful everywhere I go in sambat it reminds me of him and our memories. He just didn't even think about what I'm feeling and what I would feel. Marlon, Kuya Oliver and Haizel is the most important person to me and my most treasured friends who understands me. And now that Marlon left and avoided me Kuya Oliver and Haizel were the ones left. I feel like I just lost someone important in my life. He was my best friend. He was always there to comfort me when I'm hurting, he was like a brother to me. He was always there for me. I wanted him to stay but he just gave up on our friendship. I'm losing someone I shouldn't be losing. If it were that easy to forget our memories I would have done it already. But it wasn't that easy if only I have amnesia then it would be easy for me to forget him and our memories. I would like to greet Marlon Asi Cantos my former bestfriend and my youngest. Marlon, I miss you so much. Akala q walang iwanan, pero iniwan mo rin aq. Nalulungkot aq ngayon, ng dahil sayo. What did I do? If I did something wrong then I'm sorry :(: '(Why are you so silent? Answer me! Please: '(. I might say I'm forgetting you know but the truth is, I'm waiting for you to talk to me again and I'm hoping you'll reply to my messages. But you won't :( and I'm crying: '(Everytime I pass by everywhere it reminds me of you and our memories. I can't concentrate on anything. All in my head is. Are you fine? Are you happy now? People keep saying" Just forget him" but how can I forget my own bestfriend? It's like trying to forget something that were with me all the time. And I can't do that. I'm losing someone I don't want to lose. And if you ask me to stay. I will stay! Pero hindi mo sinabi :( You're the one whose leaving me now! You're so unfair!

Napakasobrang nakakaiyak ng kantang ito para sakin. Ipinaalala nitong kantang ito ang first love q noong highschool. Alam kong kami ang itinadhana sa isa't isa pero kahit ipagduldulan ko iyon sa pagmumukha ni Enrique hindi siya naniniwala. Ang pinakamasakit sa lahat hindi niya ako mahal at may nobya na siya. Mahal ko man siya kailangan q siyang pakawalan dahil hindi niya aq mahal. Hanggang ngayon umaasa aq na baling araw mamahalin niya rin aq pero mukhang malabo dahil may nobya na siya. Simula noong junior highschool hanggang ngayon ay mahal q pa rin siya. I never stopped loving him. Totoo nga na" First Love never dies." Gusto ko siyang batiin. Enrique magsisinungaling aq kung ccbhin q na wala na aqng nararamdaman para sayo dahil hindi iyon ang totoo. Hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin kita. Atashi yappari( I really) love you. Ikaw na nga siguro ang itinadhana para sa akin. Gusto qng malaman mo na Pagkat saan ka man naroroon Pintig ng puso ko'y para sayo. Naghihirap man ang aking damdamin nagmamahal pa rin sayo giliw. Limutin man kita'y di ko magawa. Hindi pa rin ako nagbabago ang pag-ibig ko sayo'y lagi mong kasama.

Dedicated itong kantang ito sa aking first love na c Enrique Penalosa. Minahal q na siya pamula 3rd year hanggang ngayon. Umaasa rin aq na balang araw ay mapapansin at magsisisi siya sa mga masasakit na ginawa niya sakin. Hindi q naiisip at iniisip na gantihan siya kahit ilang beses na niya aqng ipinahiya at sinaktan ng labis. Hindi q rin alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon ay mahal q pa rin siya. Ang hirap pigilan nitong nararamdaman q. Lahat ay ginawa q para sa kanya pero lahat ng iyon ay binalewala niya. Sana dumating na ang araw na mahalin na rin aq ni enrique para masabi q na rin na You were just a dream that I onced knew I never thought I would be right for you I just can't compare you with anything in this world you're all I need to be with and forevemore. Kapag dumating na ang araw na iyon ay worth it lahat ng ginawa q at mga pagdurusang tinamo q sa kanya. Gagawin q ang lahat para walang pumagitna at gumulo sa amin. Hindi q hahayaang mawala siya sakin dahil alam qng kami ang para sa isa't isa. Sana ma-realize na niya iyon.

Akala q nga biro lang ito, pero totoo pala. Habang nakikinig aq ng kantang ito naiiyak aq. Totoo nga ang Destiny. If it's destined then it's destined. Nararanasan q na yan may mahal rin aq si Enrique Penalosa. Lagi kaming pinagtatagpo ng destiny kung saan aq pupunta at naroon nandoon rin siya. Akala q simpleng paghanga at puppy love lang itong nararamdaman Q. Pero hindi pala. Minahal q na si enrique pamula pa 3rd year hanggang ngayon. Sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman q kasi hindi aq mahal ng lalaking gusto kong makasama habambuhay. Kung sana ganoon lang kadali ang magmahal muli pero hindi q kaya kasi siya ang nagpapatibok ng puso Q. Hindi naman sguro si enrique ang para sakin? Maraming hadlang sa amin! Ayaw sa kanya ng mga magulang q at ng mga relatives q! At higit sa lahat hindi niya ako kayang mahalin! Naiiyak aq sa sobrang sakit at saklap ng naranasan q sa kanya. Puro pagdurusa na lang ang naranasan q sa kanya. Sana hindi na lang kita nakilala, enrique! Pagod na aqng mahalin ka! Sawa na aqng mahalin ka! Minahal kita ng totoo pero anong napala q? Nasaktan lang aq ng dahil sayo! Bakit ikaw pa ang minahal q? Bakit ikaw?!

This song All of my heart by Sleeping sirens is my favorite. It reminded me of my first love Enrique Penalosa and how he changed me to a much better person and what effect he had on me. My world revolved around him. This song reminded me of our moments the time he greeted me every-time my bday is coming. I miss him so much. I still love him. And he still has my heart. It hurts me so much knowing that all he did was let me suffer. I knew ever-since I met him that were meant for each other. But he's so stupid not to realize it. I knew it from the start all those fated encounter was destined and that meant something it meant that were meant for each other. Why can't he just realize it.

I love this song so much. It makes me reminisce the past, especially the memories I had with my first love Enrique penalosa. I don't relate in this song. My first love always knew what I'm feeling and yet he still hurts me. He pushed me away and then I met Marlon my best-friend who I'm secretly in love with. Marlon knows my feelings yet he never hurt me. That's one of the things why I fell for him. It's not a secret anymore. I hadn't told him my feelings but it's obvious in my actions. Marlon said maybe there's a chance for us after we graduate from college. He made that clear. Iniasa niya ang kapalaran namin sa tadhana. I told Best Haizel and Daddy that if Marlon falls for Aerra which is possible I'm going to let him go and maybe I'll fall for enrique again. My destiny said that I'll fall for Enrique again. My friends said huwag kang tanga bunso/ best. Hindi ka namin hahayaan na mahulog ulit kay penalosa dahil alam namin ang mangyayari kapag nahulog ka sa kanya. I know that we can change our destiny but if Marlon and I are meant to be or destined and he loves Aerra It'll be painful for me. I can't change who I'm destined to be with. I'm destined for Enrique penalosa.

Medyo relate aq sa kantang to. May mahal aq na kaklase q sa devcom pero aq lang ang in love. Hinihiling q nga na sana sa paglipas ng araw o taon ay mahulog ang loob niya. Oo minsan nahuli q siyang nakatitig sakin pero di q naman pwedeng itanong sa kanya ng deretsuhan. Alam kasi namin na hindi ito ang tamang panahon. At sa tingin q ay itinatago niya ang kanyang nararamdaman para sakin. Kaya q namang maghintay. This is not the right time for us, I know. We still have our own proirities in life.

Yes that's definitely true this song is about a girl or a boy who truly loves the girl or boy who doesn't love him/her and this song is about a boy/girl who truly loves the girl/boy who doesn't see that they belong and are meant for each other. Naalala q tuloy c enrique na mahal Q. Naniniwala ba kau sa prediction? Hindi niya ako mahal sa school pero sabi sa aking prediction na mahal niya ako at nahihiya lng cia na lumapit sakin. Alam qng cia na ang para sakin at alam niya din na ako ang para sa knya. Sana ipagdasal nio aq na sana ay umamin na cia ng nararamdaman niya para sakin. Kci baka mmya kpg nakuha pa aq ng iba ay magsisi cia dhil hindi niya naamin ang nararamdaman niya para sakin. Lagi q nga ciang napapanaginipan, naiisip at hinahanap.