The Abeyant – Disaster lyrics

[Verse:]
I've seen the beginning, I've seen the end result
To be one step away, and then lose it all
In the end is whose fault?
Sometimes I blame myself for this
At times so damn selfish
Realizing early on that the world is not perfect
It's all I can, to try and keep myself in check.
A person so close to me, what would you expect?
At times break down
In eternal solitude with absence of sound
But, what can I do now?
I'd take it all back if I could
Just a foolish kid so misunderstood
The best part of our lives
Lost it all, now I'm cold on the inside
Now I'm out of sight, and out of mind
Take it all back if I could rewind time
No more darkness now it's time for me to shine.

(Chorus three times)
I'm going insane
What more can I say
What more can I say

[Verse 2:]
So do I search in vein? There's no end in sight
I'm walking in darkness in the dead of night
With no path to light, I feel like I'm lost
Just to see my way through would come at what cost?
At a loss for words, slowly going insane
I'm doin all that I can but with minimal gain
So I pray, to see past this mirage
I'm struck down, by the very hand of god
Sometimes it feels odd, almost deceiving
When all I wanted, was something to believe in
Never seeing, lacking in faith
Without a taste of things to come I face
Memories I erased, so long ago
Like a jolt to the soul I'm losing control.

[Verse 3:]
I guess I'm still looking for something I can't find
I don't want to assume, it's just a waste of time
I made up my mind, that there's no other way out
I'm overcome with pain like a shadow of doubt
What will it take, for me to turn it all around?
A heavy heart and broken dreams often resound
But what now? I'm reminiscing on the past
It seems the best things in life, yo they never last
It's the path that we all walk
The pain in my heart comes out when we all talk
So I cry out to see if anybody listens
I'm on a mission, stop all the hate and friction
I'm left wishing, hoping for a better day
With so much being said, there's nothing more to say
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing more to say