The Warriors Of Destruction – Despair lyrics

[Verse:]
I am just walking down this,

Brokenhearted road,

So why are these feelings,

Turning into tenderness,

This disturbance of love is,

Coming between your fate,

When my hatred drives me,

Really insane,

Every despair of mine is,

Gone and I can't find it again,
When I am about to cry,

Nobody is there to listen,

They never had any sorrow,

Toward's me,

Your kindness is what always,
Make me happy,

That charming beauty of,

Yours is something special,

There must be jealously,

Spreading in the dreaded air,

I am sorry if you didn't,

Feel the same way.

(Pre chorus)
This oppression is starting to,
Make me sick,

So believe it or not,

I know everything will

Change,

Because my unhappiness,

Will be breaking out.

[Chorus:]
All I ever wanted was some,

Sympathy from you,

My mind is filled up with so,

Much ardor,

Despite the generosity,

I just want you to understand,
My pain,

Because I was the only fool,

Trying to win your heart,

Why do I have despair in me.

Probably you wouldn't have,

The same feelings for me,

But still I already knew that,

My heart will be broken,

Does my pain make you,

Wanna cry with me,

I don't want to be alone,

Right now,

Why do I have despair in me.

[Verse 2:]
Those emotions are,

Completely dying out,

The enchantment creates a,

Spell of affection all around,

Go ahead and shove the pity,

In my face,

No matter what the empathy,

Is,

I will always be there to,

Listen,

Everytime I look at you that,

Smile is so adorable,

I was shamed that you did,

Not like me,

Our closeness seems to be,

Fading away,

My desire for you was,

Enough,

So I had to let go,

This crush of rejection is,

Never gonna stop,

The admiration of revenge,

Is killing me,

My weakness I hold is the,

Breaking heart inside.

(Pre chorus)
This oppression is starting to,
Make me sick,

So believe it or not,

I know everything will

Change,

Because my unhappiness,

Will be breaking out.

[Chorus:]
All I ever wanted was some,

Sympathy from you,

My mind is filled up with so,

Much ardor,

Despite the generosity,

I just want you to understand,
My pain,

Because I was the only fool,

Trying to win your heart,

Why do I have despair in me.

Probably you wouldn't have,

The same feelings for me,

But still I already knew that,

My heart will be broken,

Does my pain make you,

Wanna cry with me,

I don't want to be alone,

Right now,

Why do I have despair in me.

[Verse 3:]
The love I felt has become,

A full tragedy,

I never want to see you go,

So please just stay by my,

Side,

Ever since I met you that,

Smile of yours made me,

Happy,

The secret trust lies beneath,
Yourself,

I was wondering if I can give,

You a hug,

Because I wanted to show,

You that I care,

I will always remember you,

Was the who helped me,

Realize the truth inside,

Of myself,

You are very special to me,

I hope our friendship,

Doesn't end,

Your the only girl who,

Understands,

Me in this world,

Everything I said about you,

I really mean it from the,

Bottom of my heart.

(Pre chorus)
This oppression is starting to,
Makes me sick,

So believe it or not,

I know everything will

Change,

Because my unhappiness,

Will be breaking out.

[Chorus:]
All I ever wanted was some,

Sympathy from you,

My mind is filled up with so,

Much ardor,

Despite the generosity,

I just want you to understand,
My pain,

Because I was the only fool,

Trying to win your heart,

Why do I have despair in me.

Probably you wouldn't have,

The same feelings for me,

But still I already knew that,

My heart will be broken,

Does my pain make you,

Wanna cry with me,

I don't want to be alone,

Right now,

Why do I have despair in me.

[Bridge:]
I am being ridicule for stupid,

Reasons,

Don't expect me to keep this,

Obscure pain inside,

All of your words are,

Becoming arrogance,

The mysterious hate I had,

Won't dissappear,

I am losing interest in you,

All of a sudden,

Stop condemnation me for,

Something that I didn't do,

Please just let me condemn,

My emotions forever.

Everything that I write seems,
To be blemish,

I despise your gruel feelings,

Very much,

Why do you people have,

Insolence toward's me,

I regret for being friends with,
You,

This adverse fate is turning,

Me into the monster,

That I once was before.

I am still taking my,

Frustration,

Out on everybody else,

The depression of my,

Thoughts,

Are pushing me to the edge,

Again,

It's a shame that people,

Don't,

Understand why abuse is so,

Painful,

Nobody deserves to get,

Treated like this,

And we all need freedom,

In our life.

So just shut up right now,

Before I have you,

Digging a ditch,

Because you don't got,

Anything else to prove.

[Chorus:]
All I ever wanted was some,

Sympathy from you,

My mind is filled up with so,

Much ardor,

Despite the generosity,

I just want you to understand,
My pain,

Because I was the only fool,

Trying to win your heart,

Why do I have despair in me.

Probably you wouldn't have,

The same feelings for me,

But still I already knew that,

My heart will be broken,

Does my pain make you,

Wanna cry with me,

I don't want to be alone,

Right now,

Why do I have despair in me.