Mavi – ​selflove lyrics

Peel in my second whip
Stealing put second hand kills in my residence
Healed all my brethren w a seal we can’t let you in
Medicine
Put the effort in to still burn at effigy
Odorous i’m sober just as lil as they letting me
Mama wipe your tears i’m fighting titans can’t invite you here
Poetic license veering from the mike chest too tight to steer
Chess lessons bloodletting flood when the night is clear
I ain’t give a fuck till my lungs had to fight for air
Glaring staring numb therapist had a life to spare
Snatched me by the eye said ima fight whether I like or not
And she told me reasons why but that’s the private part
Burnt the midnight lighter
Killed the drive in me to tie the knot
Game slop but if I namedropped you u still got my heart
Driving off squeezing off the e brake these days
I can’t talk to god just for my knees sake
Long conversations to be had
Wrong places wrong times and
Strong patience I must add
Soul weighted don’t mistake expatiations for some sadness
A strong face, a long race i’m unafraid to come n last
Quarter tank n ounce of gas and i’m driving

I’m back at it glad bags and flat backs a pack rat
A crass habit crash flashing scratch that I'm past rapping ima show off
In a scar competition
Flaunting close calls when you cook you can’t regress back to the store bought
Hope you keep me in mind that you I hope you shaking
I hope you keep analyzing hard as I make u
As hard as I make it love that i’m armed with broad as it’s brazen
Arguing w mom cause i’m always gone when I stay here
She said it’s just because I love you
That I see you out here poisoning yourself and want it for you
And I love you better than I love myself my fruit is mine spoiled
And it’s not a game I put it in your name I kinda told you
And I nodded and I took it to the chin and I deposit
And I dropped it and I looked into the mirror said omavi
You coarser and you closer the rhythm that’s inside
And I warped you in the interest of design
It’s just because I love you

Clasp the windows to my soul
Smoke thicken grab my mental by the throat
Mind sifting tides shift it’s still cement around my toes
Saran wrap around my pack I can’t trust get hand to hand served w a hand behind my back
They prayed for us, ain’t heard the answer but my glance is in the stash
It’s growing handsome by the stack I self aggrandized in the past but now the sun talking
Unsure of where i’m going but i’m blunt walking
In life or in this hood so keep a look for 911 callers
I fund loss and i’m from loss
U gut me then it’s no love lost
You spun me into crumbles fingers numbing from the bloodloss
I’ve endured
The moral of my story is i’m impure
The horror in my story is I've been through it and I still do it and my pencil is in earnest the difference tween u hearing the new records from my service
The medicine i’m burning turned my breath into a furnace
Whole face hot
Shoulders hold weight till I break pace and can’t stop
So baby I could change your life, if you let me
Tryna eat ain’t really crave a bite since gained insight from desi
So I stay inside away from light
Hoping that your prayers reach
Croaking when I can’t breathe
Loathing that I can’t speak
I was open with my grandscheme
You was either with me or in my way plow through standees
We sprouting now because we plant seeds
You plant love love will grow
You plant fear fear a grow
If you planted meter me would grow
But I was branded negro
I got slanted before relegated to preshow
I started w wine then to the clear then to the nino
Then to everclear and never steering without preroll
And I just had the presets to preceptor me bro
I bleed presence
And preach lessons
All for free too
Offer free smoke to all the niggas behind a me too
To my niggas: we ain’t free until she free too
To my sisters: we ain’t free until they free too