Patternist – I Don't Feel Real lyrics

[Intro]
(Because he can't fit the real world
Into his unreal idea of how it could be
He is so frustrated that he loses control of himself)

[Verse 1]
Tell the kids I’m okay
I’m thinking way too hard about you, you know
I keep count of the ways that I could end my life without this
I’ve tried, but I can’t

[Pre-Chorus]
Do the things you do, say what I mean to
Think I'll be okay, sorry it falls on you
Now that you have gone I’ll kick the Demerol
‘Cause me and myself, we don’t get along

[Chorus]
So call it what it is, call it what it is
'Cause I don't feel real, I don't feel real now
And tell me why it is, tell me why it is
That I don't feel real, I don't feel real now

[Verse 2]
I am making friends from this hospital bed
So look, I'll be fine
You know John in 08?
He just got out today
So look up, I'll try
So you go

[Pre-Chorus]
And do the things you do, say what you mean to
Swear I'll be okay, sorry it falls on you
And now that you have gone
Cigarettes and Demerol
'Cause me and myself we don’t get along

[Chorus]
So call it what it is, call it what it is
'Cause I don't feel real, I don't feel real now
And tell me why it is, tell me why it is
That I don't feel real, I don't feel real now

[Bridge]
Static goes through my brain
I'm thinking way too hard about this, aren't I?
(Face facts and accept life as it is)

[Chorus]
So call it what it is, call it what it is
'Cause I don't feel real, I don't feel real now
And tell me why it is, tell me why it is
That I don't feel real, I don't feel real now

[Outro]
And I don't feel real now
And I don't feel real now
And I don't feel real now
And I don't feel real now
(With help, **** can learn to control these emotions
And develop a more mature attitude)