This is literally me! My monster, my inner demon, seems to be searching for me. All these feelings deep within tryin to climb outside all controlled by inner demon, there full of insanity. The socially awkward, weird, sensitive, kind, optimistic girl is just the outside. My inner demon wants to escape. It wants me. Sometimes I just want to scream every time I feel it coming closer I want to hide! It makes me scared what would happen if this monster deep within breaks out. What if I hurt the people I love. It's like taunting me telling me to try my best to keep it locked up but it'll find its way out. And bring me to hell with it. Okay, now I'm just scaring myself. But, these are just my thoughts.