Yeah jonasaholic that so right but. One kid ruined love 4 me so now I'm way different and I guess I like it but I just changed 4 him and now he totally dissed me and I still think about him all the time but hes just so. Donno but bottom line is now I'm kinda a little emo all from him! And the scarry thing. I still like him. Wow I'm messed up.