I love this song. It reminds me of my dad. I love him so much but I can't help feeling mad because he drank for some years after my parents divorce and kept his house in bad conditions so I couldn't visit with him for a year. He never drank with me around, he is a really loving and caring dad. I thought he stopped but a couple weeks ago I saw liquor bottles and stuff in his trunk. He has also been clinically depressed for a while (9 years) and he got better but he lost his job a while ago and he is depressed again. He feels guilty because he can't pay child support. Sometimes I just feel like telling my friends everything. Like why I don't donate cans of food to the food bank when our school has the yearly food drive. I wanna just say, "i can't because my food comes from the food bank and the reason my lunches only cost 40 cents unlike yours wich cost 3 dollars is because the school helps us out. and you've never met my dad because he spends his days looking for a job and sitting in his house alone." but I can't. They can't know my secret. That I don't live a normal 12 year olds life like marrisa and pheobe think I do.