Mary Magdalan – Rage lyrics

I'm talking 2 myself again whispers little noises
Even when I'm stoned I'm hearing voices
Arguing decisions with these petty little bitches who won't leave me alone
Itching in my throat 2 speak these things I think I shouldn't say
You shouldn't stay
Just let me go I told you so jus get away now you know
I'm not ok I'm not ok I'm not ok
I've sniffed smoked shot dope spent my life in a cloud of smoke
Coughed choked overdosed woke up in a hospital
And I thought it was destiny 2 die with a needle next 2 me
Be like mommy you can't calm me I've made a fuckin mess of me
I'm so depressed I'm burning I'm obsessed with me
Just turnin in my sleep it's hurting as I bleed
I think I cut too deep

I wanna sedate I'm bottlin hate and I'm filled up with rage
I've fallen from grace somebody take me away cuz I'm filled with rage

No more ether spoons or glass half moons
Huffing glue in crowded rooms I'm so consumed
With my psychiatrist who sparks psychotic fits
With pills and pills and pillsa shit
Substances 4 illnesses happy quick go get my kit I need a muthafuckin fix
Here I go anotha bend anotha binge with my syringe
Where I've been I've no idea
What's tangled in my dirty hair strip me down 2 vacant stare
Little girl alone and scared knowing that I need you there
But you don't care you don't care
I hate you like I hate myself I will erase you tie me off let's use your belt
Holy Spirit Holy Ghost noose is tied up 2 the post
Pulsing blood is rushing Lord I'm coming karma comatose

I wanna sedate I'm bottlin hate and I'm filled up with rage
I've fallen from grace somebody take me away cuz I'm filled with rage

I feel like dying I feel like dying I feel like dying I feel like dying
I feel like dying I feel like dying I feel like dying I feel like dying

Dying Dying Dying Dying
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die