Mary Magdalan – Wasted lyrics

All I felt was the rush and my legs turned 2 mush
Now I've lost all my power 2 reason with my gut
Lying on my back and this rosary I clutch
Frozen in the moment but I think I'm really fucked
Tonight I'm gonna die but I can see the sun come up
I'm so fucking high I feel it running thru my blood
Collapsing my lungs all this hate 2 which I've clung
I'm deaf and I'm dumb what the fuck have I done
Hallucinating hold my hand I can't catch my breath
And help me I've got pains in my chest
Paranoia's agitating cardiac arrest
A hypochondriac who's emulating visions of her death
I can have an aneurysm vessel bursting in my head half dead
Like momma did I see her lying in the bed
Can she see me lying naked on the floor praying to the Lord
Cuz I don't wanna live no more

Give me a reason 2 live cuz I wanna die Why won't you forgive
Look what you done 2 me
My head's in a sieve but I feel alive

Envision my oblivion saliva hanging on my chin
Anotha night of partyin with vomit on my cardigan
Druggin clubbin fuckin up in public
Cookin up my demon in my Betty Crocker oven
Suck it base it dragons chase it I'm nameless and faceless I'm so wasted
Head is heavy eyes are rollin feelin like my skin is boilin
Pukin in a dirty toilet spasming I can't control it
Help me let me out or I'mma die 2night in some fucking stranger's house
My teeth and tongue are numb with all my might I try 2 shout
No matter what I do no words are coming out (Scream)
My mind is snapped my relapse poisoned from rejection and I'm about 2 fuckin crack
Fade 2 black as this euphoria enslaves me Lord take me back
Why won't you come and save me

Give me a reason 2 live cuz I wanna die Why won't you forgive
Look what you done 2 me
My head's in a sieve but I feel alive

Wasted Wasted I'm so fuckin high

Let me out

Give me a reason 2 live cuz I wanna die look what you done 2 me
My head's in a sieve but I feel alive Wasted Look what I did
Wssted I'm so fuckin high

Help me let me out
Help me let me out
Help me let me out