Mayfield – Filth lyrics

You are the sun, my daisy - I’m the dirt
You wrap your roots around me and rise up from the earth
I want to make a difference, I want make this right;
But I’m losing all my patience in this everlasting fight

I’m so fucking sick of trying my hardest only to find that to you it’s meant nothing
You’ve seen everything I’ve never shown
And you know everything I wish I never knew

I’ll show you to the level of hell that I live every day in day out

All my dreams have died
All my memories are lies
Candle light won’t shine my way
I’m really getting tired
I think I’m on my way
After all the bottles drained
Only my memories remain;
But I’m caught beneath the litter and the dirt within my soul

Filth

This can’t be the end

You keep me alive inside
You bring me happiness and I hope I do the same
You wake me up with smiles and show me the love inside your heart
I’m burning with desire; please don’t let me fall apart

I promise to stay alive if you don’t let me die
I’m caught beneath the litter and the dirt within my soul
I’m half the man I wish I was, struggling to let go

I am the dirt, contaminated with the worst
You need to see that I’m trying to be the best man I can be
With thick mistakes comes deep regret and agony
A painful race - I will never see the end