Softheart – Help Me lyrics

I don't wanna write
I don't wanna sing about it
I don't wanna think about it
I don't want advice
I don't wanna let em down
Just don't wanna be here
I don't even wanna try
Don't wanna be here no more
If it's, so painful
Inside me just find hatred
Used to be, my angel

Help me, I don't wanna break
I just wanna escape
What it's like in my head
You just don't understand
The feeling is so intense
That I can't even move
Or get up out of my bed
And I spent, all this time on you
And now that I know the truth
I wish I had just left
Or can't you just tell me why
If you were so right
If you were so good
Why was it so bad?
Why was it so bad?

I know that it's not right
Lately I've been just like, fuck my life
I'm not myself if I'm not high
I'm too young, I hope it's not my, time
So baby, leave me in my grave and let me suffer
'Cause I'm nothing to you clearly
Rather be [?]
You're so petty
You're so toxic
Made my life a drama
I spent 4 years
Just to, tear my heart up

Help me, I don't wanna break
I just wanna escape
What it's like in my head
You just don't understand
The feeling is so intense
That I can't even move
Or get up out of my bed
And I spent, all this time on you
And now that I know the truth
I wish I had just left
Or can't you just tell me why
If you were so right
If you were so good
Why was it so bad?
Why was it so bad?

Wake up in the moonlight
I take that back, 'cause I don't sleep
Wish I could start a new life
Wish I could rid this pain from me
Like fuck 'em all if they blame me
I'mma be myself, let them hate me
Where my head at is dangerous
I need help it's plain to see

So baby, leave me in my grave and let me suffer
'Cause I'm nothing to you clearly
Rather be [?]
You're so petty
You're so toxic
Made my life a drama
I spent 4 years
Just to, tear my heart up

I don't wanna be here no more
Save me, I don't wanna be here no more
Save me, I don't wanna be here no more
Save me, I don't wanna be here no more
Save me, I don't wanna be here no more
I don't wanna be here no more
Save me, I don't wanna be here no more
Save me, I don't wanna be here no more
Save me, I don't wanna be here no more